when you want support, when you pick up your phone and dial a number and when you want to hear sweet lil words which could wash away even the most ugly experiences of your life, and when out of blue all you can hear at the other end are words that pierces your heart and rips it apart. Why cant there just be love and nothing else in this world?? ...I did the same today...I wanted to hear some sweet words from my guy but all I could get was.......shit
Right now as I sit on this system(my office system) All I can think is about my life that has been jumbled, puzzled. I want to rip it off....want to burn down all the memories that are rooted deep within my heart. It hurts so much to see the person I love the most treat me like a shit.I just want to shout and tell him"get lost, I cant take the pain anymore....You have no rights hurting me" ....hah!! wwish I could do that, I dunno what is that thing within me that is stopping me. Why does love hurt so much? Why do we have to fall in this shit afterall...when you know what is in store for you?? When I leave this world and reach the warm embrace of my almighty, the first thing I am gonna ask would be" Why Dear GOd why did you create such a thing"love" when it has no worth in the world below!!! But for now till the time I breathe, I have to take the pain in my heart and live my life with the scars that can never heal..the scars that I have have been gifted by the ones I loved and offered my life to. I wish I could have the heart of a guy, wherein I could think of myself before I can think about the other person, in that way might be I would have been able to keep away the sorrow and the grief miles away....I wish !! wish is all I can do, cos watever happens all you can think about is "love". And when you love somebody with your heart out, no matter what all you can think about is "love"
Right now as I sit on this system(my office system) All I can think is about my life that has been jumbled, puzzled. I want to rip it off....want to burn down all the memories that are rooted deep within my heart. It hurts so much to see the person I love the most treat me like a shit.I just want to shout and tell him"get lost, I cant take the pain anymore....You have no rights hurting me" ....hah!! wwish I could do that, I dunno what is that thing within me that is stopping me. Why does love hurt so much? Why do we have to fall in this shit afterall...when you know what is in store for you?? When I leave this world and reach the warm embrace of my almighty, the first thing I am gonna ask would be" Why Dear GOd why did you create such a thing"love" when it has no worth in the world below!!! But for now till the time I breathe, I have to take the pain in my heart and live my life with the scars that can never heal..the scars that I have have been gifted by the ones I loved and offered my life to. I wish I could have the heart of a guy, wherein I could think of myself before I can think about the other person, in that way might be I would have been able to keep away the sorrow and the grief miles away....I wish !! wish is all I can do, cos watever happens all you can think about is "love". And when you love somebody with your heart out, no matter what all you can think about is "love"
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